The Beach
I
dreamt of the sea
where we used to go.
My
father’s house,
Then
my mother’s house.
Then
someone, I don’t know,
who
didn’t tear it down for a mansion.
Could’ve,
with
the money it cost at the end of us.
But
left it.
I
dream often, of the front, long beach.
stretching out so far
into
the waves.
It’s
warm, the air, the sand, in my dreams.
Even
the water.
I
swim in the big soft waves, not terrifying,
as
they would really
be.
Wonderfully warm and familiar.
I
duck so to not be hammered down
to
the creamy sand, often looking so innocent,
not as in a dream reality,
heavy, slamming,
hard
as a rock.
Even
a tidal wave, a huge dangerous wave,
transparent turquoise and cream foaming,
somehow roars high over the
house,
Gently. Then gone, as if not really
there.
But
I am quietly happy.
To
be at the beach
Looking for my mom
Looking out for my dad
My
sister beautiful brown and laughing.
My
brother kind and surfing.
Then the dream turns to my
oldest sibling,
dream ending,
taking care of the lunatic in the house at night in summer with
phosphorescence.
Maybe now the dreams will stop.
But
I will miss their gentle warm lacy place.